— Lilian’s POV —
Hannah squealed so loud I had to cover my ears with her pillows. She started saying, “Oh My God! I have a date with Kevin tonight too! This is so cool!” After a while, both of them started getting ready while I just stayed quiet. “Guys, I’m just gonna head home all right?” Hannah looked up at me and frowned. “I’m so sorry Lily! I just remembered that if both me and Sally are going out you’ll be home alone.”17
I just shrugged and said, “Wouldn’t be the first time.” You see, when I was small, my parents were always busy so they left me at home a lot but I understood why they were busy. Back then, they weren’t the trainers of the pack. They were the trainees. So yeah. I grew alone a lot but on weekends, they try to spend a lot of time with me as they can. That’s why I love them so much.1
Hannah still looked doubtful but nodded. I quickly went out of her house because I just wanted to clear my head and my cure to a fresh clear mind, is by going through the woods. Well that’s my cure. I don’t know about you lot but going outside is always a good way to relax if you know it isn’t too sunny and raining.29
I went to the woods behind her tree and shifted. I grabbed my clothes and decided to walk to that meadow full of lavender’s. I walked and walked and walked until finally I was there. It must’ve been about 1 in a half hour when I reached there.8
I shifted behind a tree and sat near the lake and suddenly, without reason, I broke down. I sobbed quietly thinking what did I do to deserve this. I just don’t know what to do.2
I know some of you are wondering why I rejected Abbott. It had something to do with someone really close to me and now she’s gone. You see, after what happened, I made my heart like steel. I know I look like someone who isn’t weak on outside but on the inside, I’m just broken. I sobbed just thinking what had happened.22
I want Abbott back but I can’t. I mean come on. Imagine if you were in my position guys. What would you do after you got rejected by your soul mate?241
After a while, I went back home. When I reached there, I knew that Kevin had already left for his date. I didn’t really care anymore.
Later, my stomach growled so I decided to make spaghetti and watch some Harry Potter. I’ve forgotten what happened in the Goblet of Fire, Order of the Phoenix and Half-Blood Prince.193
I was just halfway through the movie when the doorbell rang which made me jumped. Why? Well because, I was too focused on the movie. I went to the mirror in the hallway to check if my eyes were still puffy.
Only a bit. Anyway, the person behind the door knocked which made me to go answer it faster. I went to opened the door. I gasp when I saw who was on my doorstep.1
It was…